When your big day is drawing nearer, how would you feel?
- excited? nervous? emptyness? happiness?
When you realise the one lying beside, is cheating on you?
- speechless? heartbroken? lost? happiness?

Probably you're the second best or the second worst.
Have you ever tried to forgive and forget the wrongs?
Ended up feeling even lost and helpless, having no one?
Or sitting at one corner, weeping and yelling out?
Maybe went missing and making the one worried?

Seems like this is just the starts of the game!

Many times, i really doubt if we're suitable?
I doubt if we're ready to get married and have our own family.

Problems between us that I didnt want to face.
Obstacles that I'm tired to overcome as days goes by.
Feeling helpless and having no one to turn to and talk.
Not anyone who's understanding, willing to listen.

I hide from all his questions bcos I'm afraid to answer.
Fearing, scared of his reactions, his words, everything!
Choosing to hide ad keep quiet was the only way left for me.
Despite having to face his temper, yet I'm determine.
Ended up, not being able to put out the fire but added fuel to it.

I questioned myself, is this the outcome I wanted for my Baby.
A broken family with no love, but hatred is all left behind.
Nobody understand why this happen when our big day is drawing nearer.
Too many obstacles, problems issues arising!

Someone whom you respect, treat you like dirt.

SuperBabyLim is 9 weeks & 2 days!
Length 2.53cm, about the size of a grape.

As promised, hubby send me to school this morning.
Checking the available date for remodule of POE, QS & FA1.
Yes, I failed damn lot of modules for my 1st & 2nd semster!
Coverting to part time as the price differences ia about $100 plus.

Hubby & I cant decide on either Kia Cerato Forte or Koupe!
No much differences between the spec, nor the interior & exterior.
For SuperBabyLim's comfort, we have to change for a more spacious one.
I pity Hubby's Gto ( Da Hong ) Collectable car, rarely found on the road.

& we're planning to send BabyHappyBB ( Jack Russel ) away.
I cried and quarrel over this matter for nuts.
BabyHappyBB is too hyper active for me to look after since pregnant.
He knows we're sending him away, & he's well behaving this few days.
Maybe he doesnt want us to send him away? Maybe, probably?

Work work work, Kif & Rachel is moving in to stay with us!
At least i wont feel so bored at home anymore.
& no one to help out for house work and cooking time!

* HappyHappily *

Marriage aint just between the 2 of us.

I wanted them to feel happy instead all this.
Signs of pre-natal depression, no one is happy!
Will them ever spare thoughts for me?

Our SuperBabyLim is 7 weeks & 4 days old!

SK Ring was ready for collection yesterday!
Happy MrsLim, showering herself with tons of love.

Project was supposed to be handed up on Monday for checking,
but one decided to leave the group at the very moment.

Burning daylight and midnight oil with Tinger & Fang!
Squeezing out time for MrLim's work, since it was month end.
* Busy Bee at Work! Buzz. Buzz. Buzz. Getting back to work!

Hoping for a new beginning with this lil one.